Performative Memory (installation view)
Performative Memory (installation view)

Performative memory is defined as a “means through with societies remember.” Household day to day tasks, routines, rituals, consumption practices, and use of space within the home are all forms of performative memory. Focusing on home labor, specifically through the lens of laundry practices, this exhibition expands on my immigrant experience to comment on issues of displacement and explores the tie between scent, home, and belonging.

Performative Memory (installation view)
Performative Memory (installation view)

Monterey Museum of Art 2021

“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted)
“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted)

Etching collage on Beva-Tex

10x6 ft.

“Agotada” explores laundry practices in Guatemala, where I am originally from. In Guatemala, everything is washed by hand, outside, out of sight, often by a domestic worker, in a sink called a pila, using round bright orange balls of soap. Doing laundry is cold, hard, manual labor that never ends. There is a very specific scent to these soaps (Ambar brand was used in my home) and it is deeply embedded in my memory. "Agotada” consists of hundreds of etchings of these soap shapes, in various stages of use, composed into an overflowing pile.

“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)

Etching collage on Beva-tex, digital print

10x6 ft.

“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)

Etching collage on Beva-tex

10x6 ft.

“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)

Etching collage on Beva-tex

10x6 ft.

Performative Memory (installation view)
Performative Memory (installation view)

Monterey Museum of Art 2021

"Inmisericorde" (merciless)
"Inmisericorde" (merciless)

Hand embroidery on cotton muslin

55x63 in.

Life-size hand embroidery on cotton muslin of a “pila,” the sink used to hand wash clothes in Guatemala. The repetition of small stitches used in this hand embroidery echoes the repetitive labor required in Guatemalan home maintenance in general and laundry practices in particular. It is created on muslin, with the reverse side exposed, bringing attention to the hidden household labor.

"Inmisericorde" (merciless) (back)
"Inmisericorde" (merciless) (back)

Hand embroidery on cotton muslin

55x63 in.

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden)

Concrete, plastic, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

Concrete castings of Ambar brand soaps, and a small plastic basin or “guacal,” a multi-use object present in every Guatemalan home and a central tool in cleaning and laundering routines.

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, plastic, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, plastic, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, plastic

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden)

Concrete, plastic, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

Performative Memory (installation view)
Performative Memory (installation view)
“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted)
“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)
Performative Memory (installation view)
"Inmisericorde" (merciless)
"Inmisericorde" (merciless) (back)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)
“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden)
Performative Memory (installation view)

Performative memory is defined as a “means through with societies remember.” Household day to day tasks, routines, rituals, consumption practices, and use of space within the home are all forms of performative memory. Focusing on home labor, specifically through the lens of laundry practices, this exhibition expands on my immigrant experience to comment on issues of displacement and explores the tie between scent, home, and belonging.

Performative Memory (installation view)

Monterey Museum of Art 2021

“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted)

Etching collage on Beva-Tex

10x6 ft.

“Agotada” explores laundry practices in Guatemala, where I am originally from. In Guatemala, everything is washed by hand, outside, out of sight, often by a domestic worker, in a sink called a pila, using round bright orange balls of soap. Doing laundry is cold, hard, manual labor that never ends. There is a very specific scent to these soaps (Ambar brand was used in my home) and it is deeply embedded in my memory. "Agotada” consists of hundreds of etchings of these soap shapes, in various stages of use, composed into an overflowing pile.

“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)

Etching collage on Beva-tex, digital print

10x6 ft.

“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)

Etching collage on Beva-tex

10x6 ft.

“Jabones Ambar: Agotada” (exhausted) (detail)

Etching collage on Beva-tex

10x6 ft.

Performative Memory (installation view)

Monterey Museum of Art 2021

"Inmisericorde" (merciless)

Hand embroidery on cotton muslin

55x63 in.

Life-size hand embroidery on cotton muslin of a “pila,” the sink used to hand wash clothes in Guatemala. The repetition of small stitches used in this hand embroidery echoes the repetitive labor required in Guatemalan home maintenance in general and laundry practices in particular. It is created on muslin, with the reverse side exposed, bringing attention to the hidden household labor.

"Inmisericorde" (merciless) (back)

Hand embroidery on cotton muslin

55x63 in.

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden)

Concrete, plastic, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

Concrete castings of Ambar brand soaps, and a small plastic basin or “guacal,” a multi-use object present in every Guatemalan home and a central tool in cleaning and laundering routines.

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, plastic, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, plastic, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden) (detail)

Concrete, plastic

Variable dimensions

“Jabones Ambar: Esfuerzo” (burden)

Concrete, plastic, Ambar brand soap

Variable dimensions

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